Tunnel Vision

When you are driving, and you get to your destination and can't remember the actual drive there because you were lost in your own thoughts... this is called tunnel vision. It is said to be more dangerous than driving while exhausted, drunk, or high. I had tunnel vision while running today and that scares me a little because it means I have no idea what was going on around me and that is very unsafe.

Anyway, today's 2 mile run was extremely fast. I was out the door and the next thing I knew I was back to my complex. My thoughts were completely taken up by wedding planning. I went venue shopping and it was utter failcakes. The first two venues did not have my date available. I knew the first one didn't but I wanted to look at their hotel for guests anyway, but the second one told me on the phone that they had my date and when I got there they told me they had a hold on my date and it probably would not come available. The third place says they fit 250 people, but after being in there, 175 I think would be the most you could fit comfortably. And that made me so sad because it was such an AWESOME space. But I had a cousin who used a very small space and had to flip it, and it was so miserable. Everybody hated it and I don't want people to remember my wedding that way.

So today I have 3 more venues and I hope it goes better than yesterday. Saturday I have 20 miles. It is my first time. I am nervous in the way that I am always nervous. But I know I can do it because I did 18 and this is only 2 more miles. Sarah will be there to push me through when I'm struggling. I really appreciate her.

We might go boot blocking Sunday. We will see if we are moving.